i dont usually like xiaxue's post cos they come across as being v bitchy and i just read them when i have nothing better to do. but i'll have to thank her on her recent account on blangals in orchard road and her being molested several times in the past cos it made me tell myself i'll NOT let such things happen to me again!!

just yest there was this malay who is definitely younger than me attempted to touch me on the bus!! k the bus was empty and the passengers were each sitting on the empty seats. just then that bugger (who was initially sitting alone) came and sat beside me. he kept squeezing nearer and nearer to me and i was like staring at him, freaking scared and uncomfortable. then he lifted his hands and wanted to put it on my lap. i stared at him and he kept his hand. then i said "excuse me" and he shifted to let me pass. i dint want to rub my butt against his fat thighs so i stared at him fiercely and said "EXCUSE ME" again. he then stood up and i went to the front and sat beside some auntie. before he got down the bus he walked past me and touched my arm but at least it's better than being touched anywhere else. im proud of myself cos i used to let such bloody buggers get away scot free. esp in secondary school, i was groped in the ass, and in the breast even and i dint do anything cos i was too scared. i was always too shaken to do anything but go home and cry. now im stronger and more able to protect myself.

fuck these buggers, i hope u all go to hell!

haa, kinda strong post for the new yr. so shall blog abt yest's sentosa trip for a change.

it was real fun and i got to go to underwater world!!! (: (: (: yew joe was whining as usual "wei" for a million times and i decided to take a different approach. instead of telling him to wait, i ignored him. it did quieten him down but im really sad that he wasn't enjoying himself. hais, hope he'll have more fun when xiaofei comes back from taiwan. mm, but yest i tot he kinda like to watch the fishes cos he looked really interested (for the first time at anything). him being his usual self almost threw a starfish and a baby shark (yesh, a BABY SHARK!) out of the touch pool. omg! *slaps forehead like mingsong* lol. he even threw the sand at the tourists there and i was really embarrassed cos they stared at me like i couldnt handle my kid. on a side note, there were many many many indians there. im like developing a phobia for indians and blangals! kk back to the happy sentosa trip. it was raining and we couldn't go for the animal show at silosa beach so we went to harbourfront shopping centre instead. guess what, yewjoe peed in his pants. i ask his mum when i sent him home and auntie said that he did it on purpose and she agreed when i suggested punishment when he pee in his pants again. hais, i guess punishment is the only way to discipline him. anw, i realised i interacted alot with khalil and caixia yest. must interact more with other kids also (:

yest i was telling willie i cant wait for school to start but then i decided i love my life now. i love volunteering and dancing (even though it stresses me out some times). i dont wanna start school/ ): i dont wanna go back to the times when im constantly alone, independent and bored ):